I don't have the strength to love you anymore.
I have spent 3 years hoping you would look my way but you never have and I give up.
Crazy thing this love is I pictured everything from our wedding day to our children, How they would look like you and me, and you don't even notice me.
When I felt joy in my heart you were on my mind and I couldn't stop thinking about how you make me feel.
Maybe it would have been easier if you were mine and the fantasy wasn't so real or close to me.
Watching you, smelling you, feeling you, wanting you, dreaming of you, loving you, wishing for you, praying for you, needing you, all of the feelings running through me at once.
I think that was my problem I spent so much energy on these feelings for you till I gave all that I had, Now I can't even give to myself
I don't have the strength to love you anymore.
And when I try to let this obsession go because I know it's no good for me I freeze from the hope of thinking maybe one day you will see me.
I really want you to care but I don't even know how to talk to you or what to say to you to convey what I feel, why I feel.
Tired of you looking past me, sad that I haven't caught your eye, stupid because I haven't given up until now.
Three long years of all of these emotions drowning me in an endless sea of sorrow, dealing with it without results.
But now I just don't have the strength to love you anymore.
I have spent 3 years hoping you would look my way but you never have and I give up.
Crazy thing this love is I pictured everything from our wedding day to our children, How they would look like you and me, and you don't even notice me.
When I felt joy in my heart you were on my mind and I couldn't stop thinking about how you make me feel.
Maybe it would have been easier if you were mine and the fantasy wasn't so real or close to me.
Watching you, smelling you, feeling you, wanting you, dreaming of you, loving you, wishing for you, praying for you, needing you, all of the feelings running through me at once.
I think that was my problem I spent so much energy on these feelings for you till I gave all that I had, Now I can't even give to myself
I don't have the strength to love you anymore.
And when I try to let this obsession go because I know it's no good for me I freeze from the hope of thinking maybe one day you will see me.
I really want you to care but I don't even know how to talk to you or what to say to you to convey what I feel, why I feel.
Tired of you looking past me, sad that I haven't caught your eye, stupid because I haven't given up until now.
Three long years of all of these emotions drowning me in an endless sea of sorrow, dealing with it without results.
But now I just don't have the strength to love you anymore.
