Thursday, November 15, 2012
Intimacy
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Thursday, July 19, 2012
Insomnia
💤👀 So I'm having one of my notorious sleepless nights. I guess I have a lot on my mind. I mean I feel like I have to peel my eye lids off my cheeks but my brain won't shut down so I'm awake. I tried talking to God but that didn't last long. I think what is really bothering me is some things that happened to me today. For one I heard a knock on my door. I say yea yea I'm up thinking it must be my mom but when I ask her about it this morning she says it wasn't her. Okaaaaay. Then I'm watching the baby and I'm in the kitchen washing dishes and I look at the clock on the wall which is usually a dingy brown and it looks like its glowing. Am I knocking at deaths door? Is my time running short? Have I done what I was put here to do or has someone else taken my job? All of these things are running through my mind as well as sexual frustration and maybe too much caffeine. I know that being normal is overrated but I wish that when I layed down I could just shut it off. With my ex I never had a problem getting to sleep. Anyway our communication sucked and he ended with sleeping with a friend. Men! I should be able to just go to sleep, instead I'm up writing and thinking about anything that will cross my mind. I hope everyone else is getting a good nights sleep, it's essential for success.
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Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Epiphany of Death and Music
My body lie broken on the floor bloodied, bruised and battered from the misconception that love still existed.
I was brought back to life by music, the sound of a boom kat resonated from my stereo and breathed new life into me as if the beat came from beyond the planes of the living.
I remember it as if it were yesterday because I thought my life was over. I couldn't feel not one heartbeat vibrating through my body where there used to be an recognizable boom bom boom bom. Instead there was silence..
But that horn just blared from my radio shooting melodies into the sky and I was free as a bird in the open sky trying to catch the wind.
I felt the vibration for the first time bringing a new soul to my body, you see that day music saved me, I was no longer my own.
I belonged to the beat, I breathed a melody, I hummed unrecognizable tunes and I memorized every lyric, cord and rhyme as if it were the life of me.
I could still feel that kick and a snare, like the warm breeze on a summers day, running through me trying to set my spirit free where it felt overwhelming pain.
And I cried... out tears of joy, no not tears, I cried out music notes like rain drops and they fell into my lap like hip hop and I felt soulful melodies playing on my lips, trying to make a sound.
I sang a note, I sang a song that came from the depths, the pit of me and it came forth as an epiphany and melted ice from around me and became the symphony.
Haha I died in 1994, and if it weren't for the radio, my stereo and the melody that came forth, I would still be lying on that floor, bloodied, broken and bruised with the misconception that love still existed.
Posted by Lyric at 6:51 AM 1 comments
Sunday, June 19, 2011
In Time
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