If I pulled your hair out would you notice me then, or just bump into me again like I'm a statue with out movement in my limbs. What if I cut my hair and pierced my nose would that make me more noticeable.
I never wanted to be in the spotlight, never wanted to be known for being famous, always wanted to be great but in a silent kind of way. But it's like I don't exist, I'm on a plain of earth all my own. No one can see me no one can hear me. I'm just here.
Does that make me the best possible robber or a very sad human being. Why doesn't anyone see me. Why cant anyone hear me. I am speaking out the only way I know how.
Maybe somewhere along this road called life I have lost my self worth. Wouldn't people want to pray on that instead of ignore it. No, I know I'm to strong to let people take advantage of me that way;
Maybe they see the pain, the hurt, maybe they see my soul reform to dirt. Maybe they see my eyes empty of life or maybe I'm am one of those lucky human beings that goes through life drama free and alone.
Why doesn't anyone see me, Why doesn't anyone hear me, I'm crying out but there is no sound. No one can feel me they think that I just speak to say nothing. If its not relevant to you I guess it doesn't matter. What if I said I'm done.....
No I wouldn't want to leave you with the guilt of knowing that you never said you hear me. I wouldn't want my pain to live in your heart. I wouldn't want you to feel responsible for my soul. I wouldn't feel responsible for yours.
Well I guess I will have to continue, I guess I will just have to be on this earth unknown, speechless and alone.
