I want to be drifting on a melody where the sound is everlasting and the beat vibrates through my heart and soul and is delivered to the ends of my toes.
I want to be up in the sky listening to bird song, among the stars wishing for nothing more then to stay right were I am at that moment.
I have nothing else but this empty shell I need you to bring life back to me, I need you to send keys of life, i need you to give me purpose. I need you to make me smile when smiling seems impossible. I want to be free!
I can only wish for the shell to be filled, I can only wish for you to wash away the pain that has been rotting inside me for years I need you to fill this soul with love, love that is transcending my place in the stars.
I have never needed you as badly as I do now, now when it seems I have nothing to gain, when it seems like dreams are just that, dreams. When it seems that living in my imagination is better then waking up to reality. When I feel like I don't want to wake up for that reason alone.
I prayed and I cried, I cried and I prayed and still it seems that my heart is tilting like my grandmothers hat on Sunday morning. I have no more in me. Give to me....Life.
